Walking in the Light

A devotional on 1 John 1:5–10

The foundation

“God is light, and in Him is no darkness at all.” — 1 John 1:5

John begins with who God is. God does not merely possess light; God is light. He is completely holy, true, and good. There is no deceit, moral darkness, or hidden evil in him.

Because God is light, fellowship with him must affect how we live. John therefore gives us five “if” statements. Each one invites us to examine whether our words and our way of life agree.

The five “ifs”

IFRealityConsequence
If we claim to have fellowship with God while walking in darkness (v.6)Our conduct contradicts our claim.We lie and do not practice the truth.
If we walk in the light, as God is in the light (v.7)We live openly before God and allow His truth to shape us.We enjoy fellowship, and Jesus’ blood cleanses us from all sin.
If we claim to have no sin (v.8)We deny our present sinful condition.We deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.
If we confess our sins (v.9)We agree with God about our sin instead of hiding or excusing it.God faithfully and justly forgives and cleanses us.
If we claim that we have not sinned (v.10)We reject God’s testimony about our guilt and need.We make God out to be a liar, and his word is not in us.

Walking in the light does not mean being perfect

It would be easy to read this passage and conclude that walking in the light means never stumbling or sinning. But John immediately warns us against claiming to be without sin.

A person walking in darkness hides, excuses, or denies sin. A person walking in the light brings sin before God, calls it what God calls it, and trusts Christ for cleansing. The difference is not that one person needs grace while the other does not. The difference is that one hides from grace while the other steps into it.

Light exposes what is wrong, but its purpose is not merely to shame us. God’s light leads us to the cleansing that is found in Jesus.

Two responses to sin

False response to sinTrue response to sin
Claiming fellowship while continuing comfortably in darknessWalking openly before God
Hiding or excusing sinAllowing God’s light to expose it
Claiming to have no sinful natureAcknowledging our continuing need for grace
Claiming never to have sinnedConfessing our particular sins
Depending on appearancesDepending on Christ’s cleansing
Results in deception and broken fellowshipResults in forgiveness, cleansing, and restored fellowship

The danger of spiritual claims

Three times John speaks about what “we say.” We may say that we know God, that we have no sin, or that we have not sinned. But our words do not determine spiritual reality.

John asks us to look beyond our claims:

  • Does my conduct agree with my confession?
  • Am I willing to let God’s truth examine me?
  • Do I admit my sin, or do I instinctively defend myself?
  • Am I living openly before God and other believers?

Christian faith is more than saying the right things. It is living truthfully in the presence of God.

The promise of confession

“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” — 1 John 1:9

God’s response rests on his character:

  • He is faithful: He keeps His promise to forgive.
  • He is just: Christ has dealt with the guilt of our sin.
  • He forgives: our guilt is removed.
  • He cleanses: He works against sin’s pollution and power in us.

We do not confess to persuade a reluctant God to be merciful. We confess because God has already provided cleansing through Jesus Christ.

Fellowship in the light

Walking in the light also produces “fellowship with one another.” When we hide from God, we often hide from people as well. We protect an image, fear being known, and keep others at a distance.

Grace gives us the freedom to be honest. We no longer need to pretend that we have no struggles. Christian fellowship grows when believers can say, “I need Christ’s mercy too.”

This does not mean sharing everything with everyone. It means abandoning hypocrisy and developing relationships marked by truth, humility, forgiveness, and grace.

Questions for reflection

  1. Is there an area of my life that I am trying to keep out of God’s light?
  2. Am I excusing, minimizing, or blaming someone else for a particular sin?
  3. Do my daily choices support my claim to have fellowship with God?
  4. When God exposes sin, do I hide in shame or come to Christ for cleansing?
  5. Is pride preventing me from being honest with another trustworthy believer?
  6. What would one practical step of “walking in the light” look like today?

A practice for today

Take a few quiet moments with God.

  1. Ask the Holy Spirit to search your heart.
  2. Name specifically whatever He brings to your attention.
  3. Accept responsibility without defending or excusing yourself.
  4. Thank God that forgiveness rests on Christ’s work, not your worthiness.
  5. Ask for strength to make any necessary change, apology, or restitution.
  6. Walk forward in the freedom of being fully known and deeply loved.

Father, you are light, and there is no darkness in you. Shine your light into every part of my heart. Show me where my actions do not agree with my words and where I have hidden, excused, or denied my sin.

Give me the humility to confess honestly and the faith to receive the forgiveness you have provided through Jesus. Thank you that you are faithful and just to forgive me and to cleanse me from all unrighteousness.

Help me to walk openly before you today. May my life be shaped by your truth, my relationships be marked by genuine fellowship, and my confidence rest in the cleansing blood of Jesus. Amen.

To see Jesus – 2 [Keep seeing Jesus]

Everything else is consequence.

Reflection 1 begins with the prayer: “Sir, we wish to see Jesus.”

Reflection 2 is the Lord’s gracious answer: “Keep seeing Jesus.”

The first is the cry of the disciple. The second is the pathway of the disciple.

And I have a feeling that every reflection that follows can simply be another facet of that one lifelong invitation.

Keep Seeing Jesus.

Until ‘that Day.’

“…so that He Himself will come to have first place in everything.”
Colossians 1:18 (NASB2020)

As I have lingered over Christ in the Scriptures, I have come to realise something very simple.

The Christian life is not first about trying to change myself.

It is about keeping my eyes on Jesus.

The more clearly I see Him,

the more clearly I see everything else.

When Christ is seen in His true glory,

He naturally has first place.

Then everything else begins to find its rightful place.

My perception changes.

His rightful position is established in my heart.

My posture becomes one of worship, humility, trust, and obedience.

My priorities are quietly reordered.

Not because I forced them into place,

but because Christ has taken His rightful place.

He simplifies without diminishing | He distils without reducing | Until what remains is the Person Himself.

Then I realised something that brought great peace to my heart:

Keep seeing Jesus. Everything else is consequence.

Lord Jesus, Keep my eyes upon You.

Guard me from becoming occupied with everything except You.

May I continue to see You more clearly through Your Word.

As I behold You, continue to transform me.

May You have first place in everything.

May all else find its rightful place beneath Your lordship.

May I see You more clearly, love You more dearly, and walk with You more closely, until that Day

when faith becomes sight, and I see You face to face.

Amen.

To See Jesus – 1

"Sir, we wish to see Jesus."
(John 12:21, NASB2020)

Notice how Jesus answers their request.

The Greeks ask to see Him, and Jesus immediately speaks of His hour:

“The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified.” (John 12:23)

Then He says:

“Truly, truly I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit.” (John 12:24)

John is showing us that to truly see Jesus is to behold Him in the glory of His cross.

This is where we see the fullness of who He is.

Here we behold the weight of His holiness, His justice, His mercy, His love, His humility, His obedience, His grace, and His worth(glory, weight).

These simple words have become the cry of my own heart.

Then Paul’s words in Colossians came alive to me:

“…so that He Himself will come to have first place in everything.”
(Colossians 1:18, NASB2020)

Older translations say,

“…that in all things He might have the pre-eminence.”

As I have reflected on these Scriptures, I have realized that when I truly see Jesus, everything else begins to find its rightful place.

Seeing Jesus clears my perception.

His rightful position is established in my heart.

My posture becomes one of worship, humility, trust, surrender, and obedience.

He Himself reorders my priorities until everything finds its rightful place beneath His lordship.

Christ does not become pre-eminent because I see Him.

He is pre-eminent.

But when I behold Him more clearly, my life begins to reflect that reality.

So may this become the daily prayer of each one of us.

perception, position, posture and priorities 

Lord Jesus, We wish to see You.

Help us to see You more clearly.

Help us to see Your Word more clearly.

May seeing You transform our perception.

Establish Your rightful position within our hearts.

Shape our posture in worship, humility, trust, surrender, and obedience.

Reorder our priorities until everything finds their rightful place beneath Your lordship.

May they see You more clearly, love You more dearly, and walk with You more closely. May You have first place in everything.

For You alone are worthy.

Amen. 

Keep seeing Jesus is the next blog – go here.

The 3D’s: Desire, Diligence & Delight

Proverbs 13:4 (ESV): “The soul of the sluggard craves and gets nothing, while the soul of the diligent is richly supplied.”

The Bible contrasts two paths: the sluggard’s empty craving versus the diligent person’s rich satisfaction. Mere desire without action leads to frustration. The lazy soul “craves and gets nothing.” But diligence that is steady and faithful brings fulfilment, supplying the soul abundantly.

This connects deeply to delight in the Lord. When we delight in God finding our greatest joy, pleasure, and contentment in Him, our desires align with His will. Psalm 37:4 promises that as we prioritise enjoying God above all, He shapes and grants the longings of our hearts. True delight transforms desire from selfish craving into God-honoring pursuit.

Diligence bridges these: it is the active response to delight. When we delight in the Lord, we diligently seek Him (Hebrews 11:6), pursue His ways, and labour faithfully in His service. This diligence isn’t burdensome duty but joyful expression of love; cultivating godliness, bearing fruit, and experiencing deeper satisfaction in God and His gifts.

The sluggard’s desire remains unfulfilled because it lacks action rooted in delight. But the diligent heart, anchored in delighting in God, finds its desires richly satisfied, often in ways far better than imagined, as they conform to His perfect purposes.

Dear brother or sister, nothing happens without true desire. Surprisingly it does not originate in us. Of our own will, we have no capacity to seek Him. Desire originates in Him as in Philippians 2:13. “ For it is God who works in you both to desire and work for His good pleasure.” Desire changes perceptions and perceptions transform our lives. What if…. we ask Him for desire, for Him. Now that would certainly be in His will and He will most definitely grant us desire if only we ask. Ask Him and you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is – His good, pleasing and perfect will. Romans 12:2 

The longing!

God has placed a profound void within every human heart—a deep, innate longing for something infinitely greater than anything this world can offer. As Scripture affirms, He “has set eternity in the human heart” (Ecclesiastes 3:11), designing us with an eternal capacity that only He can fulfill. This built-in desire draws us toward Him, yet in our fallen state, it often pulls us in the opposite direction. We chase after pleasures, achievements, relationships, and possessions—anything we believe might finally satisfy or complete us. Our sinful nature drowns out this true longing beneath layers of competing fleshly cravings and distractions.

But the ache remains. It is God Himself who works in us, giving us both the desire and the power to pursue what truly pleases Him (Philippians 2:13). Only when we turn from lesser things and rest in Christ does the restlessness find its true home.

Lord, grant me to delight in You alone—undividedly, exclusively, and eternally. Let my heart find its sole and supreme joy in You forever. Amen.

The Sunrise from on High!

In Luke 1:78, part of Zechariah’s prophetic song (the Benedictus) captures the essence of divine visitation: after centuries of spiritual darkness—sin, oppression, and the shadow of death—the promised Savior arrives like the first light of dawn breaking over the horizon. Not a harsh glare, but a gentle, warming, life-giving radiance from heaven itself that illuminates those sitting in gloom, scatters the night, and guides feet into the path of peace (v. 79).

The “Sunrise from on high” is Jesus, the Light of the world (John 1:4–9), descending in mercy to visit and redeem. Zechariah’s words blend Old Testament hopes (like Malachi 4:2’s “Sun of Righteousness”) with the wonder of incarnation: God Himself draws near, dawn personified, to end the long night and usher in eternal day.

God opposes the proud

“Who then is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?” Jesus answered by calling a little child and placing him among them. “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.” Matthew 18:1–3

Notice the shock of His answer. The disciples asked about greatness in the Kingdom, and Jesus responded by stating the entry criteria into the kingdom . In effect, He said: forget about who is greatest, you may not even make it in. This was not spoken to pagans, idol worshippers, or outsiders. This was spoken to disciples. Men who walked with Jesus, served Him, heard His teaching daily, and were actively involved in ministry. The warning is unmistakable: Unchecked pride can disqualify you from the Kingdom, proximity to Jesus does not guarantee entry into the Kingdom. Activity does not replace humility. Service does not cancel pride.

This was not an isolated moment. On another occasion, when the disciples returned rejoicing that demons submitted to them, Jesus shut down their celebration. “Do not rejoice that the spirits submit to you but rejoice that your names are written in heaven.” In other words: Get your priorities right!

We often speak of salvation when evangelising the world, but rarely do we turn the lens inward. Yet Scripture forces us to. Judas walked with the Twelve, heard Jesus teach day and night, handled ministry finances, and kissed the Son of God, yet never belonged to Him. (Jesus answered them, “Did I not choose you, the twelve? And yet one of you is a devil.” He spoke of Judas the son of Simon Iscariot, for he, one of the twelve, was going to betray him). That alone should terrify comfortable Christianity. It is entirely possible to be deeply involved in church, active in ministry, fluent in Scripture, admired by others, and be full of ourselves; traveling confidently down the ‘broad road’ toward the wrong destination.

Jesus Himself redefines salvation in sobering terms. “Many will say to Me, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy, cast out demons, and perform miracles in Your name?’ And I will say to them plainly, ‘Depart from Me. I never knew you.’” Power is not proof of salvation. Ministry success is not evidence of intimacy. Spiritual activity can coexist with spiritual deception. Salvation is not defined by what we do for God, but by whether God knows us. And pride is one of the clearest roadblocks to intimacy. Peter confirms it plainly: “God opposes the proud.” Not ignores. Not tolerates. Opposes. God actively resists the proud, even when they are religious.

Jesus drives this point home in the parable of the Pharisee and the tax collector. The Pharisee is moral, disciplined, doctrinally sound, and visibly religious. The tax collector is an outcast—grouped by Jesus elsewhere with pagans and sinners. Yet the Pharisee prays with pride, and the tax collector prays with brokenness. One goes home rejected. The other goes home justified. Heaven closes its door to the religious man and opens it to the humble sinner. Humility changes everything. This should shake us. Jesus embraces the broken, the sinful, the ashamed, when they come low. And He may reject those we admire as godly when pride rules their hearts. God sees what we do not. He does not evaluate by visibility, reputation, or ministry output. He judges the heart.

I believe we still have Pharisees in our churches. And I believe we also have liars, manipulators, sexually broken people, addicts, and deeply flawed sinners sitting beside them. The difference is not the sin, it is the posture. One comes justified because he knows he is unworthy. The other is rejected because he assumes he is. The tax collector went home justified. The Pharisee went home deceived.

That reality should not make us debate theology. It should drive us to our knees.

Lord, expose every trace of pride in my heart—especially the kind dressed in religion, knowledge, and service. Deliver me from trusting my activity instead of my humility, my obedience instead of Your mercy, my reputation instead of Your grace. Make me low before You. Teach me to tremble more than I perform, to repent more than I impress, and to depend more than I boast. Do not let me be near Your Kingdom yet barred from entering it. Search me, break me, and keep me small, that You alone may be great in me. In Jesus’ name, amen.

What Is It That You Want?

Matthew 20:17–34. 21 “What is it you want?” he asked. She said, “Grant that one of these two sons of mine may sit at your right and the other at your left in your kingdom.” 32 Jesus stopped and called them. “What do you want me to do for you?” he asked. 33 “Lord,” they answered, “we want our sight.”

When Jesus asked, “What is it you want?” He asked it twice in the same chapter, but to very different people. In Matthew 20:21, the mother of James and John came to Jesus and asked that one of her sons would sit at His right hand and the other at His left in His Kingdom. This request came from a place of closeness, familiarity, and ambition for greatness. Later in the same chapter, two blind beggars sat by the roadside crying out desperately for mercy. Though the crowd tried to silence them, they continued to shout. Jesus stopped and asked them the same question: “What do you want Me to do for you?” Their answer was simple and honest: “Lord, we want our sight.” At first glance, the question may seem unnecessary because their need was obvious. Yet Jesus asked it anyway, because what we ask reveals what we truly desire.

When James and John’s mother made her request, Jesus responded, “You do not know what you are asking.” She was seeking position and honour without understanding the cost. Immediately after this encounter, Jesus reminded His disciples that the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life as a ransom for many. Greatness in God’s Kingdom is not about status but about sacrifice. The blind beggars could have asked for many things. They could have asked to sit near Jesus or to be recognised by Him. Instead, they asked for mercy and for sight. Their request came from desperation, humility, and clarity of need. Though blind, they saw more clearly than those who walked closely with Jesus.

All of us are at different stages of life and carry different needs and burdens. Because of this, we ask for different things. Some seek healing, others provision, others direction. Yet it is worth pausing to ask whether our prayers are shaped more by ambition than by surrender.

Jesus Himself did not seek position at the right or left of the Father. He sought the strength and grace to fulfil His purpose, which was to serve and to give His life for others. His prayer was not for elevation but for obedience. So we must ask ourselves: What are we asking God for? Is it promotion, a bigger salary, a better home, or greater recognition? Do we ever ask God for the grace to serve others? Do we ask Him to humble us, to help us put others before ourselves, to forgive when we have been wronged, to love those who despise or humiliate us? Do we ask Him to remove bitterness, grudges, and the desire for revenge? Do we ask Him for compassion to weep with those who suffer, even when they have hurt us?

This is service. This is what Jesus meant when He spoke of greatness. When the disciples asked about sitting at His right and left, He pointed them toward humility. In the Kingdom of God, the greatest are not those who seek position, but those who are lowly and humble in heart.

Lord, search my heart and reveal what I truly want. Purify my desires and renew my mind. Teach me to ask not for position, but for grace; not for recognition, but for humility; not to be served, but to serve. Give me the strength to forgive, the courage to love when it is costly, and the humility to place others before myself. Shape my heart to desire what pleases You above all else. In Jesus’ name, amen.

God’s purpose

“You are not setting your mind on God’s purposes, but on man’s.” Jesus said to Peter in Matthew 16:23

When Jesus declared that the Son of Man must suffer, must go to Jerusalem, and must be killed, Peter stepped in to stop Him. What sounded like loyalty was actually resistance. What felt loving was, in truth, rebellion. Peter did not oppose Jesus out of hatred but out of misplaced affection. He loved Jesus, but he hated the path. He wanted the Kingdom without the cross that gives birth to it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life. (Matt 7:13, NIV).

Jesus’ response was not gentle. “Get behind Me, Satan.” “You are not setting your mind on God’s purposes, but on man’s.” That rebuke exposes something deeply uncomfortable: Peter was sincere but sincerely wrong, emotionally devoted but spiritually misaligned, close to Jesus yet opposing the will of God.

Six days later Peter stands on another mountain, this time not facing suffering but glory; the transfiguration, radiance, Moses, Elijah, heaven touching earth, and Peter speaks again. “Lord, it is good for us to be here. Let us stay. Let us build tents. Let us settle.” The irony cuts deep. Earlier Peter tried to prevent the suffering; now he tries to preserve the comfort. Two examples, same mindset. Jesus does not rebuke him this time, but could have said the same thing,’ you are not setting your mind on God’s purposes, but on man’s’. God never intended the mountain to be a destination. It was a revelation, not a residence. The glory was meant to strengthen them for obedience, not distract them from it. God’s purpose was never the mountain; it was the cross waiting below.

Jesus was possessed with purpose, and purpose shaped His perspective. Romans 12 tells us that transformation comes through the renewing of the mind so that we may discern the will of God, and Jesus lived this perfectly. His ministry was not emotional, impulsive, or reactionary; it was resolute. He knew where He was going and He refused to be distracted by comfort, fear, or spiritual spectacle.

None of us will ever carry a purpose as cosmic as Christ’s, but that does not mean our days are purposeless. At the very least every Christian shares this calling: to glorify God, to live a life that pleases Him, to walk daily in victory over sin, to witness the steady, sometimes painful transforming work of the Holy Spirit changing us from one degree of glory to another. Purpose is not always dramatic, but it is always directional. Once purpose is clear, perspective follows, and when perspective is right, excuses collapse. Perspective reshapes choices, governs reactions, dictates how we speak at home, how we behave at work, how we respond to suffering, and how we handle moments of pleasure and glory. Without purpose we chase comfort, without perspective we resist suffering and idolise experiences, we rebuke the cross and cling to the mountain, and then we wonder why we are spiritually stagnant. The problem is not lack of revelation; it is misaligned minds. Jesus’ words still stand: “You are not setting your mind on God’s purposes, but on man’s.” That sentence should haunt us until it renews and realigns our mind.

Lord, search me and expose every place where my mind is set on comfort instead of calling, on experience instead of obedience, on glory instead of the cross. Strip away false spirituality, misplaced affection, and every subtle resistance to Your will that I have dressed up as love. Renew my mind until I no longer interpret life through fear, ease, or emotion, but through Your eternal purpose. Give me the courage to follow You when the gate is small and the road is narrow. When the path leads downward rather than upward. To embrace obedience when it costs me, and to choose Your will over my preferences. Align my perspective with Your purpose, that my life would not be impressive, but submissive. In Jesus’ name, amen.

What the dogs understood

Matthew 15:21–28

Jesus withdraws into the region of Tyre and Sidon, Gentile territory. Outsider land. And from that place comes a woman with no pedigree, no covenant, no invitation. A Canaanite woman. She cries out, desperate, loud, unfiltered: “Have mercy on me, Lord, Son of David!”

And Jesus answers her with silence. No reassurance. No explanation. No religious courtesy. ‘How rude’ one could have thought!

The disciples are irritated. “Send her away.” Jesus speaks the truth without padding: “I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel.” She does not leave. She bows lower. Then comes the statement that would have sent most of us home offended, wounded, and spiritually offended for life: “It is not right to take the children’s bread and throw it to the dogs.”

And here is the dividing line between offended pride (or we dress it up as self-respect) and desperate faith. She does not argue. She does not reframe the truth to protect her dignity. She does not demand her rights. She accepts reality and reaches anyway. “Yes, Lord. I know my place. But even the dogs live because crumbs fall from the table.” This woman had no reputation to protect. No seat to secure. No image to manage. Only hunger. Dogs don’t care about the table arrangement. They don’t care who is seated where. They don’t care who is speaking. They care about survival. They believe the table is full. They believe the abundance is real. They believe enough will fall to live. She ‘believed that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him (Heb 11:6, NKJV). And Jesus stops everything. “O woman, great is your faith.” Not great theology. Not great position. Great faith. Her daughter is healed instantly.

Now pause and let this confront us. She was an outsider begging for crumbs. We are sons and daughters invited to the table. She had no covenant.  We have the promise; New Covenant sealed in blood. She stood outside the house. God who raised Christ from the dead, lives in us. The power that opened graves abides in us. The fullness of the table is ours. And yet, how many of us reject the table and actually live like dogs! What a tragedy. She believed crumbs were enough to change her life. We doubt the feast is enough to transform ours. We sit at the table and live hungry. Empty. Powerless. Defeated. Still enslaved to sin. Still shaped by the flesh. Still spiritually malnourished. Not because the table is empty. Not because the invitation was unclear. But because we do not believe.

What a tragedy: Dogs fought for crumbs—and were satisfied. Sons refuse the feast—and go home starving. The table is full. The Spirit is present. The power is available. The question is no longer “Is there enough?” The question is “Do you believe?”. We are invited and live powerless. We are filled and still choose deprivation. The problem is not access. The problem is appetite. She came desperate. We come casual. She would not leave without an answer. We leave unchanged and call it Christianity.

Jesus did not commend her status. He commended her faith-born hunger. And the question hangs in the air for us: Will we live like dogs grateful for crumbs (even that would be commendable), or like sons who finally believe the table is ours?

Lord, forgive us for living beneath our inheritance. Forgive us for sitting at Your table and still choosing hunger. Awaken in us a holy desperation—not for reputation, but for transformation. Teach us to believe again. Let us not leave Your presence empty when fullness is offered. In Jesus’ name, Amen.